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2010-02-08 || 2010-02-08
The moment where you slowly bring your palms to your face, cup it, and go "Ohhhh no. No."
I am to blame.
Recently, or rather since last semester, I've had this HORRIBLE, horrible, problem of coping with my work.
If you were my close classmate in jc, you'll probably know that I try my best to finish everything on the day that's needed. I normally don't have that much a problem with it unless it's an essay, and seriously when I need to hand it up, I do my best to hand it up and I'm usually on time.
Ever since uni started, I don't know what got into me.
I've been blogging about this since don't know when, and I stopped because I was determined to make semester 2 different.
But no. Here I am sitting before my mac on a Sunday night, feeling the same pressures as ever before. I came back around 10.30, did quiet time, bathed, and when I started work it was 11.30. I had 3 assignments to finish.
It's 2.30 now, and they're done. EXCEPT, I could have easily accomplished the first 2 in one hour, but me and my hella distracted ass just got, well, distracted.
Why why why why why why why.
Even worse: tomorrow is my second SEA tutorial and I've only read Week 1 readings. I am so dead (tutor already emailed us what she wants us to discuss and I don't know SHIT about what's going on).
What is worse than this? I LOST ALL, ALL THE SEA NOTES I PRINTED THE OTHER DAY. I PRINTED FOR MY WHOLE SEM. ALL THE SEA NOTES. LOST. LOST. LOST.:'((((((((((
Sigh.
My lit review is not helping. Tutorial is this wednesday (if I'm correct) and I don't understand my lit review. Feel so ashamed that I didn't even try to read it carefully (the bottom section of it that is, super hard to understand), and I hope my groupmates are kind souls tomorrow.
Speaking of which, tomorrow's a long day. By this tuesday, I need need need need NEED, to seriously get my ass on top of this studying game. Week 5 already Jia Lin. Will you grow up and concentrate, please.
So anyway I was feeling really shitty just now right? And as usual being my distracted self I went to blog surf, and when I chanced upon this picture, it just; made my day.
You're probably gonna laugh at me, because I went to this place before but I can't remember where it is. If I'm correct it should be from the east european tours. I do remember how my mom, my sis and I had to squeeze through alleys and crowds and run around this cheese store getting my mom's silly weird cheeses.
Yeah so that made my day because:
1) I don't know what picture can be nicer than that
2) I miss christmas shops in europe. If you haven't seen one, I urge urge urge you to go to europe during Christmas and don't go back to Singapore during Christmas but stay there and look through those shops.
Because I regretted so much passing by them and not actually going to one. See that shop? I've never gone to one before. Only passed by them. My dream? To actually stop by one and melt in the presence of Christmas. I might actually cry if I ever stand in front of one with all the time in the world to browse through it.
I might just.
x
Another thing that makes my day:
Clanheads : )
Last week saw me back at AC twice for orientation. Went back on tuesday with cao yu and others (Joanne, Raymond etc etc) and then on Friday for campfire. While the mass dance was THE BOMB (HELLO DIRTY POP BY NSYNC HELLO), campfire was dismal. IT ENDED AT 930, WITH ONLY AT THE MOST 4 REPLAYS OF DIRTY POP.
OMG???????????? WHAT KIND OF CAMPFIRE IS THAT???? Those poor kids really. And to think the teacher thought they were high enough. DUDE HIGH IS DANCING DIRTY POP OR PUSH IT LIKE 10 000 TIMES IN FAST FORWARD VERSION 20 0000 TIMES OKAY. THAT, IS AC ORIENTATION.
This was just pathetic.
Still, the J1s really impressed us. They were super high and their cheering was just, awesome. AC pride all : ) Me too!
Oh yes and special thanks to miss felicia chan! Haha I'm still very touched by you coming down lor. Sorry everything made you sweaty and sticky!!!!! Hehehehehahahahaha. THANKS HOT GOSS! haha.
So what rocked orientation was what happened after. Nick drove us to hv and we camped out at starbucks talking. Omg I miss that. Seriously I do. I laughed so much over so many things (I think mostly about Kah Teik's birthmark jokes) and I just had so much fun.
Seriously seriously miss orientation and I seriously seriously miss hanging out with the clanheads. Wish wan was back though!!! :(
x
Ok that's it. It's (argh) close to 3am now. Yesterday I slept at 3.30am. I NEED TO WAKE UP AT 8AM OMG THIS IS NOT FUNNY????
Sigh.
Ok bye.
//paperheart________ breaks. Monday... again :(