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2008-07-21 || 2008-07-21
"And will you find me? When the tide decides that I gotta leave.
-Five For Fighting (Therapeutic!)
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Spot Picture 1 and 4 for disgruntled face and derange insanity. I am of the couple. I wish I'm not dead on this blog, but given time consraints, mostly due to studying, I cannot let this blog live while I'm dying, so I present a hiatus.
I know you like me, who is reading this, is most probably dying. You like me, is probably sick of grovelling in this mundane school life, work life, and life in and it of itself. I feel you.
A lot of things have happened while I haven't blogged. I've celebrated birthdays (chanki's, ianthe's, don's, gina's), a really stressful weekend where panic attacks and insomnia got the better of me, caught mill's polo match,studied here there and everywhere (BUT NOT THAT I STUDIED A LOT. Just when I do its at a variety of places. The hub's my favourite at the moment) and what not. This is going to be a bit personal, but along the way I think I lost myself religiously. I think I lost God. And then I think I found back my passion.. and yet, I'm not sure. I'm really not sure. (I speak with my heart treading lightly on pins.)
What I basically want to say is, a lot of things can happen to anyone. But its all the wonderful people around me, my family (who recently I realise they are really the best) and the clan. I don't know how I go on everyday in life, you guys always give me the strength too. Thank you especially to prilaa, who I cannot imagine for WHAT, for WHAT, I would have been able to live that sleepless weekend, thank you so much. To chanki and gina for especially all your messages too. And to cheryl, ianthe and clara for just being there, and thank you for jellybeans cheryl! To Joyce who thank you so much for being so nice from 5pm-9pm haha.And lastly but not leastly, Liah for cursing anyone offending, hahahhaa. thank you to each of you for the laughter the joy the shit and what not, haha. And of course, to You. You who created heavens and the stars above. I'm so glad I returned to You.
My God, I really am very thankful for everything now. I don't know why.
In any case, it's 12.15am. I have just finished sgc (HUGE PROPS TO CLARI GURBANI YOU ROCK MY ONE THOUSAND SOCKS), and guess what? I shall attempt 0.5 hours of gp.
As a test of my faith, I shall just rant a sentence.
I AM SHIT DEAD FOR MY WORK!!!!!! Hahahahhaa. Ok enough I must leave it to Him.
//paperheart_________ breaks. hahahaa